Scenario where someone can't speak...

A Scenario in which a girl had to have her tongue amputated after it became infected from being pierced.

After a 10 hour shift going on 50, I blankly stare at the next customer. "What the hell is taking her so long?" I'm thinking to myself. She starts moving her mouth, no sound comes out. (Jesus, I need to get away from this damn place, I 'm going f-ing deaf!) The girl then starts jumping up and down trying to get her point across. EVERYONE, including the extremely hot sophisticated foreigner in the back left corner table stares at the scene. All I can think about now is how crappy I must look after a 10 hr shift and no make-up, instead of figuring out what the hell this lady wants. The hottie in the back left corner table starts walking up to the counter and I blush. My mind comes back to the costumer in front of me and she is frantically moving her hands in some horrible attempt at sign language. I know I should have followed the Starbucks employee guideline and wait on the costumer patiently, but instead I screamed, "SPIT IT OUT ALREADY!" The girl just stood there in shock and the sophisticated stranger threw his arms around her and said consolingly, "Come on baby, let's go to some place they don't hire from the psych ward."

Maria Mena - just a little bit

This song is completely amazing. I feel like it really describes a girls' insecurities to a tee. I couldn't find a video that I was in love with, but this one has some of the lyrics popping up so I figured it was the best of the bunch.

"You can't love someone you don't trust"

--I remember the day my friend Sheena called me up telling me Jason had called her wanting to hook up sometime. There was always something about him I could never let go though. It hurt to hear the rumors that he had cheated on me, but I knew it would hurt more to lose him, so I let it all go and pretended I was happy.
-As I lay down on the beach with Jason, he stares into my eyes and he tells me he loves me. His crystal blue eyes reflect in the sun and I never want to look away.
--I was happy once, like the first time I drove to Indiana to see him. I didn't get in 'till late so he had me sneak in the back door so I wouldn't wake his parents up. we were up all night and now that I think about it, it makes me sick to think that I gave myself up so easily.
-He gives me his smart ass smirk and changes the subject. I know I can't tell him I love him, too much has gone down to make me believe in fairy-tales.
--When I left his house at 5 this morning his mother was already up. My hair was so messed up that I threw my hood over my head. Jason told me later that when i left, she asked him if I was cold.
-But I decided a long time ago that this would be my fairy-tale as long as I could stand it. Jason starts talking about the Giants and how much he hates the colts, but my mind is mezmorized with his hands. He always knows exactly when and where I want him to touch me and I love it.
--I remember feeling so ashamed as I kissed him goodbye and walked to my car. I didn't feel right about what happened. We had sex before I met his parents. His parents heard a random girl having sex with their son.
-Right now he's tickling me and I can't stand it, but I never want him to stop. I never want to go back to reality; I want to stay here, hours from everyone else I know, just to be with him. In the back of my mind, I don't know how this will last. How can I love someone I don't even trust?
--The next morning I woke up in Sheena's dorm room scrunched up against her blinds because her 6ft long legs were stretched out across her twin size bed. Thinking back, I was angry with her because she had made me come back from Jason's when all I wanted to do is sleep in his water-bed forever. I had bruises all over my body from the heated night before. It hurt to stand up and my legs felt like jell-o. Later I called Jason from Sheena's phone because mine was charging. I know now that that was one of the worst mistakes I could've made. Sheena was far too promiscuous to give her your boyfriend's number.
-My mind is racing back and forth, I want to say the words so badly, but I wonder if I waited too long. he's going on and on about football and doesn't realize that not a single word has permeated my brain. Taking a huge gulp of sandy air I exhale and whisper, "I love you too."
--She was obviously listening to me when I was telling her how perfect Jason was. As soon as I left Albany that afternoon, she made sure to text him. I have never felt so betrayed by a friend as I did her. I know I shouldn't have blamed her for their conversations. She wasn't the one with a girlfriend. I couldn't stay mad at him though, I couldn't lose our relationship. I knew that if him and Sheena ever ended up actually hooking up I would never be able to look at him again. I asked him if he was talking to her and he told me he wasn't and to RELAX.
-"What babe?" I couldn't spit it out again so I only respond with a nothing. I couldn't be in love with him.
"You can't love someone you don't trust," I kept repeating to myself. I got up wanting to leave this perfect setting. Perfect wasn't my style, chaos was, and I had to get back to it.