Have you ever felt lonely when you're in a room full of people? there's just this empty pit that starts in your stomach and ends at your throat.
Leaving his house in the morning....Taking that walk of shame to your vehicle, wondering why you gave yourself up.
When you go to a guy's/girl's place that you really like. you feel like you can't breath, your fingers are shaking...no..fuck fingers...your entire body is trembling. You work up the balls to get to the door and by then you have all you can do to hold your breath so you don't embarrass yourself. Sometimes, you even laugh because it's the only way you can inhale without being obvious.
Have you ever pushed emotional and/or physical pain back so far that you felt nothing?
After telling a lie...does your stomach engulf itself and make you feel guilty and want to cry?
When the man/woman of your dreams talk to you or calls you do you ever get this uncontrollable feeling that literally shakes your soul out of the rut it's been in?
When nothing is wrong, have you ever tried making up a conflict with yourself so you have something to feel instead of nothing...
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