I'm extremely competitive, self conscious, gullible and passionate. If I love what I'm doing; you'll never see anyone working harder. Besides playing sports and singing, my favorite thing to do is laugh. Currently I'm a sophomore @ SUNY Canton in the Liberal Arts Program. I can't complain too much about the North Country because living here has been a great experience; but I plan to move somewhere south as soon as I'm done my zillion years of school and I know I'll be able to make it on my own.
I used to write little short poems all through high school & I found the ntbk... I would never have let anyone read them back in the day, and they aren't all that amazing.... but they don't necessarily reflect my thoughts and feelings at the present time....So here goes nothing!
"My fears live in you Just don't want it to be true Your eyes haunt my every thought The lies have taught me a lot
I'm sure I'll trust again Close my eyes and count to ten My lungs collapse as your face comes into view Realizing I'm definitely not over you."
"Trying to breath Can't Escape How many pills Is this gonna take Won't someone help me I'm dieing here Might as well Get another beer Do you feel guilty? Could've saved me..."
"I'm a race car You'll never catch me Out of control Someday I'll crash
I'm a hairtye I'll hold you back but I could snap Back to the same circle
I am deopderant A coverup For all of your dirt Can't cover your stench forever
I'm a rocking chair Put you to sleep Never resting myself If I fall you're coming down with me
I am a plum At first hard You don't want me With time I'll sweeten"
"All my thoughts go swirling down I feel like I"m about to drown Spinning, Twirling Mind is whirling Wonder if I'm really here Hoping that you are near
You say you don't mean it But you do You said you loved me But now we're through
I see your colors were never true Your eyes were never really blue Your Smile, Your kiss Now kill my lips My heart denyed Now I"ve cried No more lies They filled with sighs"
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